i don't like my sister!!!

i really don't like my sister at all!! yesterday we had a big fight. acctually its about a laptop. firstly, i open my laptop and when to wash my face. when i come back she said she want to use my laptop! i said u use it for half and hour and give it back to me. after half and hour i ask back my laptop. she don't bother me at all! i shout at her. we both shout! then my mom come to the spot and and scold me who ask to give her my laptop? i dah bengang! we 3 of us had a big fight and my sis break out all my personal secrets infront of my mother! i was so shocked! i really don't like to tell her my secrets. but if she find any of my secrets she will blackmail me with that! if we had a fight, she will tell out all my secrets! hmm....yesterday night my mom scold me. i cried the whole night! my sister have a good respect in my family because, as all of you she is smarter than me! that is the only reason. for my family she is important! her words will be taken and also no respect for me at all in my family. the first reason is i'm not smart as her, secondly in holidays she will go to work any give her payment to my family. i'm still studying. i cannot work now. and then i'm too young.. i really hate it! sure 1 day i'll make change in myself! and don't want to talk with my sis until my family give important to me also..

friends!!!

hi! i really want to say about my friends! actaully when i was in f5 i got 4 friends! we are always together in school! we are 5 of us! really thick frens. but now no more already. just frens la. my friends: zindhuja, mohana, sangeeta, rathika and tharshini. zindhuja and mohana are my best buddies. until now we r thick frens! we will meet on our school holidays! about tharshini...no comment. i don't know what really happen to her. no more contact with her. she also don't want us! hmm... next about sangeeta, she is now studying at masterskills( nursing course). once in a blue moon she will call and talk to me. zindhuja now studying at ktar(a-level). we always chat in ym. mohana studying f6 with me. but in july she want to go to unisel. she got diploma course in perakaunan. all are far away from me! so sad..:( ah! about rathika, actually we had a big fight with rathika in f5. but now we are frens already. she is a nice girl too. she aslo going too do f6(arts stream) in masai school! i really miz my f5 life! beside this i also have 5 malay frens. they are really good and frenly! azizah, arab, rashed, jojo and also fatin. we are in same class now. but they wan to change to arts stream after this school holiday! i will miz them a lot!

Form 6 life!

Hi friends! i'm buvaneswari.. can col me buvanes, buva, or buvy. i'm frm jb, masai! i'm 18 yrs old.. i just joined in form 6. its my last choice..hmm... i joined in SMK DATO' PENGGAWA TIMUR masai school..although i don't like the school i have 2 study there for 1 and 1/2 yrs! hw i'm going to manage to study there?! so many rules and regulations! hmm...but the students at there are always very hardworking..studying like mad people. form 6 also very difficult. but no other choice i have 2 study. we just join in the school and they started to teach the f6 syilibus!! and giving us a lot of homework. no holidays for us!! oh my goodness!! my tough life is begining again!! have to study study hard:(