i don't like my sister!!!

i really don't like my sister at all!! yesterday we had a big fight. acctually its about a laptop. firstly, i open my laptop and when to wash my face. when i come back she said she want to use my laptop! i said u use it for half and hour and give it back to me. after half and hour i ask back my laptop. she don't bother me at all! i shout at her. we both shout! then my mom come to the spot and and scold me who ask to give her my laptop? i dah bengang! we 3 of us had a big fight and my sis break out all my personal secrets infront of my mother! i was so shocked! i really don't like to tell her my secrets. but if she find any of my secrets she will blackmail me with that! if we had a fight, she will tell out all my secrets! hmm....yesterday night my mom scold me. i cried the whole night! my sister have a good respect in my family because, as all of you she is smarter than me! that is the only reason. for my family she is important! her words will be taken and also no respect for me at all in my family. the first reason is i'm not smart as her, secondly in holidays she will go to work any give her payment to my family. i'm still studying. i cannot work now. and then i'm too young.. i really hate it! sure 1 day i'll make change in myself! and don't want to talk with my sis until my family give important to me also..